Missing You Quotes

today i wanna share some quotes which reflects my feeling right now, how much i miss him >.<

• you come to mind morningly, nightly, and noonly. i wish i could see you this minute or soonly..
• one day i caught myself smiling for no reason, then i realized i was thinking of you.
• I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.
• If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.
• The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.
• Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
• Can miles truly separate you...? If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?
• Everytime I think of you
  I always catch my breath
  I'm still standing here
  And your miles away
  And I wonder why you left me
  And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight 
• I hear your name in certain circles
  And it always makes me smile
  I spent my time just thinkin about you
  And its almost driving me wild 
• Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.
• You do something to me that I can't explain, so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
• It's been quite awhile... I must say I miss our friendship. I miss you, but what I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.
• I miss the talks we used to have, I miss the voice I used to hear... I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these... I just miss you!
• I often catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!  
• I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that' happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning.
• Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.
• I know you've been busy, I had things to do too. We haven't talked for some time, I wonder if everything's fine. I had other stuff on me mind, I'm sure you did too, but I just had to tell you this my friend... hey I miss you.
• It's YOU. You mean everything to me... you are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up; my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams... when you are sad, I fell sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.
• The best feeling in the world is to be millions of miles away and still be able to picture his eyes.
• A day without you is like a day without sunshine... I miss you...
  -- Author Unknown
• I miss you like the sun misses the flowers, like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct it's light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to.
  -- William in "A Knight's Tale"
• If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.
  -- Author Unknown
• I'm a fish out of water without you.
  -- Author Unknown 
• Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance; they make the latitudes and longitudes.
  -- Henry David Thoreau
  Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.
  -- Lamartine
• Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.
  -- Author Unknown
• What shall I do with all the days and hours
  That must be counted ere I see thy face?
  How shall I charm the interval that lowers
  Between this time and that sweet time of grace?
  -- Frances Anne Kemble      
• When I miss you, I don't have to go far ... I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you.
  -- Ruthie
• When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.
  -- James 
• You may be out of my sight... but never out of my mind... I Miss You!
  -- Anonymous
• " They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now." 
• " If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden."
• " Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will." 
• " Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too." 
• " I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know."
• Minutes slowly go by as the precious thoughts of us being together once again remain in my mind. The comforting images of you takes hold of my soul and through my eyes I visualize the time I had with you before you had to go; taking a part of me with you.I realize I need you so much because I love you. There's no other person I'd rather be with, no other person I'd rather be loved by, no other person I'd rather love or miss than you! Baby I miss you!!!
• I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have; I miss you.   
• Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar, it's not complete or should I say my life is not complete when you are not here beside me. I miss you. 
• Days go by so fast, not a day do I not think of you. Missing you is the hardest part of my days, my days without you..
• i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh. but i never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry. i guess i'm just missing the old times... miss you.
• " I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other, for those were some of the best times of my life.”
• " You have no idea what it feels like to go every day feeling like your missing something."
• "Missing you is a very small word, the extent of which is felt when the winds strike my door and i feel you passing by." 
• You're my awakening sunshine, you're my bed-time moon lit light, you're my everything but not yourself, why be so cruel?
• " Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them." 
• " Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you.”
• " I miss you most when I'm sad. I miss you when I'm lonely. But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy."
• " There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you." 
• I tried to convince myself I didn't want you anymore.
  I just can't let go.
  I don't want to see you move on, but I'm not doing much about it either.
  You're two different people and I wish it would stop, because I'm living to die and dieing to live, but it doesnt mean a thing to me, until I have you. I felt so good when I was with you, you made me feel like the world; to hear i was your favorite and the best you ever had. You were not ashamed and would hold my hand anywhere. We'd talk on the phone for hours, and everytime we kissed it felt like i was dreaming. Love felt like heaven when I was with you; and now that you're gone im hurting like hell. I miss you so much, and I wish you were here, but I made the wrong choice and its too late, too many mistakes had been made and i lost you, forever -- but you didnt loose my love because i loved you ever since the day i met you. and ill never forget you, because to me, you are the WORLD
• Everyday i think of you.
  Everyday you cross my mind.
  Everyday i see something that reminds me of you.
  Everyday im missing you.
  Everyday i wish you were mine.
  Everyday i wonder what could of been.
  Everyday i think of why you did this.
  & everyday im getting stronger.
  Everyday im moving on.
  But everyday ill always miss you.
• missing someone isn't about how long is been since you've seen each other or the amount to time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when your doing something and you wish they were right there with you every time
• I'm not alone, but I am lonely without you.
• " I miss you more today than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow."

ngisi bullbo yuk...

Masih inget ngga sih waktu jaman-jamannya ngerjain bulletin board di Friendster?

ingat gak?

kalo gak inget, isi deh kuis dibawah buit ngingetin tentang bullbo

up to you mau kerjain di comments, di blog sendiri, di kertas atau dimana, dan jawab sekreatif mungkin atau seasal mungkin. tapi kalo bisa sih di comment, huahaha.

Tentang Seseorang :


1. Siapa yang ada di background handphone kamu?
2. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu sms?
3. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu bbm?
4. Siapa orang terakhir yang kamu telpon?
5. Siapa orang yang sekarang ada di sebelah kamuuu hiii...
6. Siapa temen kamu yang baru aja ulang tahun?
7. Siapa sih temen yang setiap hari kamu ajak ngobrol?
8. Kenapa dia?
9. Kalo kamu punya duit 100rb, kamu mau traktir siapa dan apa?
10. Siapa temen kamu yang pernah bikin kamu nangis?


Tentang Kamu :


11. Kebiasaan kamu yang patut ditiru orang lain apa sih?
12. Kalo kamu mau ngupil bilang-bilang dulu ngga?
13. Biasanya kamu buang upil kemana?
14. Apa sih kebiasaan buruk kamu?
15. Bunyi kentut kamu biasanya gimana sih?
16. Binatang apa sih yang menggambarkan kamu bangedh?
17. Alat musik yang bisa kamu mainin?
18. Biasanya mandi berapa kali sehari?
19. Benda dari seseorang yang sampe sekarang masih kamu simpen? apa? dari siapa?
20. Benda yang lagi kamu pengenin banget?


Tentang Sekolah / Waktu Sekolah :


21. SMP/SMA mana? (pilih salah satu)
22. Nilai paling bagus pelajaran apa?
23. Kalo jajan ke kantin beli apa?
24. Berapa uang jajannya waktu itu?
25. Pernah jadian ngga waktu itu? sama?
26. Guru yang paling kamu benci? kenapa?
27. Pelajaran yang paling kamu ngga suka?
28. Siapa temen kamu yang paling aneh di kelas? kenapa?
29. Gebetan kamu waktu itu?
30. Yang paling kamu kangenin dari sekolah?


Tentang Si Dia :


31. Gebetan / Pacar?
32. Siapa tuh namanya berani sebut ngga?
33. Kenal dimana?
34. Tau makanan kesukannya ngga?
35. Kira-kira dia lagi ngapain ya sekarangg?
36. Kenapa sih kamu suka sama dia?
37. Dia unyu banget kalo lagi ngapain sih?
38. Lagu yang kamu dan dia banget?
39. Terakhir kali ketemu dia kapan? dimana?
40. Pengen banget pergi kemana sih sama dia?


Tentang lain-lain :


41. Pengen banget bisa ngelakuin apa?
42. Pengen banget pergi ke negara apa?
43. Sesuatu yang pengen banget kamu punya/beli?
44. Pekerjaan impian kamu?
45. Artis favorit kamu?
46. Kalo skrg kamu bisa ketemu sama siapa aja, pengen ketemu siapa?
47. Orang pertama yang kamu follow di twitter?
48. Benda kesayangan kamu yang ilang?
49. Sesuatu yang kamu jago banget ngelakuinnya?
50. -- bonus question -- isi sendiri --

(didapat dari http://www.benablog.com/)

mumet

sumpe deh,, bener2 mumet nih kelapa, eh kepala, gara2 barusan dimarahin papa.

n tau gak dimarahin karena apa?
karena pulang malem!
yaaa ok, ini salah aku juga.
untungnya gak nyampe 5 menit, ya udah deh, gak perlu bertele-tele berpanjang-panjang ria buat nyeramahin aku.
aku tau kok aku yang salah.

tapi hari ini hari yg beda, tau kenapa?
karena ada event yg diadakan temen aku , Max, seorang siswa pertukaran pelajar dari Jerman.
dia invite aku, yasir ,gilvy, de el el buat datang ke acara perisahannya dia yang diadakan hari ini karena tgl 26 dia mesti ke jakarta buat stay in end of orientation atau apalah namanya, pokoknya semacam camp orientasi buat mengakhiri masa-masa mereka di Indonesia.
oke lanjuuuut...
sebelumnya gue mau kenalin dulu nih yang namanya max, nama lengkapnya Max Julian Gerlach , tapi kalo nama banjarnya Imak Soerodjo. he's one of exchange student from Germany.
ini nih fotonya :

foto itu diambil gak lama pas dia masuk ke SMAN 3 Banjarmasin, my beloved senior high school.
(taken on Sept 16th, 2010) , dia baru masuk sekolah pas tgl 15 sept. bener2 cepet akrab kan gue sama dia? ya karena gue orangnya supel gitu deh *mulai narsis* ^__^v
hahahaha
padahal dia adik kelas aku loooh.. susah deh jadi orang yang supel kayak gue huahaha *narsislagi*
oke lanjuuuut...
pas aku, gilvy, yasir n aya tiba di rumah max, tuh kursi2 masih banyak yg kosong, yaa bisa dihitung pake jari laah berapa orangnya yg ada disana. dan seperti acara-acara lainnya, jam mulainya itu LELET sumpah!
aku tuh udah gelisah sebenarnya, since i know my parents, especially my father is an overprotective  person.
tapi yang namanya NEBENG a.k.a NUMPANG yaa mesti tau diri dong, masa orang yang numpang nyuruh orang yang punya mobil supaya cepat-cepat pulang? gak etis banget ya kan? yaa kurang lebih gak tau diri lah kalo aku bertindak kayak gitu.
acara  mulai jam 17:55 WITA , terus pas jam 18:25 itu udah ishoma (istirahat,sholat,makan), ya udah , langsung deh aku, yasir, gilvy dan aya capcus menuju mesjid terdekat buat sholat maghrib, tapi kita makan jagung bakar dulu, ya udah aku mesan aja rasa asin-pedas, ternyata eh ternyata pedasnya ampun deh, PEDAS BANGET! , padahal biasanya jagung bakar yang biasa gue santap itu kalo pedas ya gak terlalu pedas banget lah..
kita makan jagung pas otw ke mesjid. pas tiba di mesjid, tuh jagung gue belum abis2 aja. ya kita langsung cepet2 deh makan jagung, terus mnuju tempat wudhu di mesjid tersebut. tempat wudhu nya buat cewek dan cowok terpisah. aku sih ngikutin aya aja coz dia yang lebih tau daerah sini secara dia tinggal gak jauh dari tempat max tinggal, cuma beda komplek. pas tiba di sana udah banyak tuh adik kelas yang ngantri buat wudhu, (secara kan adik2 kelas ini temen2 seelasnya max, makanya diundang juga), ya udah, gue dengan sabarya nunggu. gue persilahkan tuh aya duluan secara dia emang lebih dulu nyampe di tempat wudhu dibanding gue, selesai aya wudhu , ternyata eh ternyata air nya ati (biasa lah PDAM gitu lohh, pas maghrb malah amti'in air, capee deh -____-|||) , yah terpaksa tuh gue nunda dulu wudhu nya. gue cek tuh kran, gue nyalain ledengnya, terus gue mati'in lagi , berharap ada perubahan, eh ternyata malah gak ada, tetap aja tuh air mati. en ternyata yasir juga ngalamin hal yang sama, pas aku liat ke tempat wudhu cowok, terus yasir coba tuh keran disana, dia cek, akhirnya tuh air mau jalan meskipun super duper dikit en bentar2 mati, terus mesti dibenerin lagi, akhirnya dia selesai wudhu, terus ya aku wudhu juga.
selesai shlat kita langsung go back ke rumahnya max, udah berdendang berdangdutan ria perut-perut kami. terus kami pergi ke stan bakso, langsung deh kita ngambil mangkok2 yang udah diisi bakso disana, ngambil air, trus kembali ke tempat duduk kami tadi. acara berlangsung terus dari jam 19:05 WITA. gue masih tenang tuh, soalnya belum dapat sms "peringatan" dari kakak gue, jam 19:30 udah mulai tuh HP gue bergetar mulu, ada sms nyuruh cepat pulang. ya gue ngerasa gelisah lah, terus gue bilang aja bentar lagi mau pulang. jam 20:00 udah, tuh sms2 balik lagi. nyuruh cepat pulang lagi karena Papa udah nyari2 aku. oh my god. aku bilang lagi, bentar lagi mau pulang. jam 20:10 gilvy ngajakin kita pulang, ya udah kita semua setuju, terus kata Aya, kita foto2 dulu sama max untuk yang terakhir kalinya. Gila, gue jadi sedih denger kata2 ini. secara gue udah lumayan dekat lah sama max, dia udah aku anggap kayak adik sendiri gitu :'(

terus kita nyari'in max en pas ketemu, langsung deh kita foto2 sama dia.
n habis itu langsung cap cus pulang. pertama-tama nganterin aya dulu. jam udah menunjukkan jam 20:20 WITA, gue gugup, coz gue bilang paling lambat pulang jam 9 malam. ya udah gue tenangin diri, en berdoa semoga bisa pulang tepat jam 9 atau kurang. eh ternyata mobil yasir malah meluncur ke arah berlawanan, malah makin jauh nih ceritanya >.< , katanya dia mau jemput mamanya dulu di rumah kakaknya, ya udah aku ikut aja, yang namanya numpang, gak bisa protes dong,,,

nyampai di rumah kakaknya jam udah menunjukkan 20:35 WITA, jantung gue berdetak makin cepat, gelisah. jam 20:50 kita pulang emnuju rumah yasir karena motor gue titipin di sana. jam 21:05 WITA udah nyampai di rumah yasir, abis pamit sama mamanya yasir langsung deh gue cap cus, tapi gak nyampe ngebut sih, coz gue takut kalo-kalo kecelakaan lagi. jam 21:15 nyampai di rumah, udah ada mama yang nungguin kedatangan aku di depan rumah. aduh gue takut setengah mati dah tuh >.< . trus gue masukin motor ke garasi, pas mau nutup pintu, papa datang. terus nanya ," kenapa pulang malem banget kayak gini?"
ya udah aku jawab aja sekenanya ,"habis,,,, acaranya baru mulai jam 17:30..."
"jangan pulang malam lagi!" kata papa
ya udah aku diam aja.
masuk kamar, kakak gue bilang, "kata Papa, kamu gak boleh jalan-jalan lagi,"
langsung tuh hati gue kayak dipukul pake gamelan , "WHAT???? gue yang udah jarang jalan-jalan, malah dilarang jalan-jalan? oh my god."
"jangan pulang malam lagi, kalo mau jalan2. terus tinggalin nomor HP temen kamu juga kalo mau jalan."
dalam hati gue bilang ,"tuh kaaan... overprotective! tapi ya udahlah itu semua demi kebaikan gue juga,." :D


oke buat ngeakhirin nih entry, gue mau bagi2 quote yang asli bikinan gue sendiri, kalo menurut elo gak bagus, ya udah, kan gue emang bukan penyair, penulis lagu, orang yang puitis, ok, just check this out : apapun yang dilakukan orangtua kalian, termasuk marah-marah sekalipun, itu semua demi kebaikan kita juga. jadi jangan pernah menganggap kalo ortu cuma bisa marah2 sama kita. tapi coba lah berfikir dari sisi positifnya kalo semuanya mereka lakukan untuk kita, untuk kebaikan kita :)

good friend could be the worst enemy

hey my blog! a 'place' where i post my thoughts or anything i want :)
today i wanna share my experience.
and it's about bullying.
have you ever being a victim of bullying ?
if your answer is yes, so we have one thing in common cuz i've ever got bullying too.
and the worse fact is i got it when i was in elementary school. so damn bad right?
how can the bullies are still children?cause the bullies are usually teenager.
but this is the fact!
i will tell it to you who are visiting my blog and read this post.

okay, now i'm 18 years old. and this bad thing happened to me when i was about 11 or 12 years old.
so it happened in 6-7 years ago.
actually i'm "easy to forgive hard to forget" person.
but it doesnt mean that i'm a spiteful person, but i just can't forget all bad things that i've ever got.
firstly i wanna define what does bullying  mean.


as i got from http://www.bullyonline.org/workbully/bully.htm


Bullying is persistent unwelcome behaviour, mostly using unwarranted or invalid criticism, nit-picking, fault-finding, also exclusion, isolation, being singled out and treated differently, being shouted at, humiliated, excessive monitoring, having verbal and written warnings imposed, and much more. In the workplace, bullying usually focuses on distorted or fabricated allegations of underperformance.

so my experience may not define as bullying but also can't define as a little disturbance since i  who ever got it thinks that it cant defined as a little disturbance which done by your 'friends'.


okay let me tell you about that.
i was in sixth grade in elementary school. sixth grade is the highest grade in elementary school in indonesia. and it means if we wanna continue to junior high school we have to pass national exam first. 
at that grade, i have some friends. i was the smartest person at my class ( doesn't mean to compliment my self, but i just wanna give you the fact). i have some girl friends. and a few of them are the bullies.
first i wanna explain why it happened. two friends of mine are the evidence. just call them as C and R.

on the left is C, and on the right is R.

  
my elementary school was at a school complex that consists of 4 schools.4 schools are SDN melayu 4, melayu 9, melayu 3, and melayu 2. and my school was SDN Melayu 4. okay continue to my story. C and R are like most of another 'almost teenager' people have their Puppy Love. their puppy love are pupils at SDN melayu 9. C's puppy love is a little bit cute guy. he was used to wear a hat on his head. C and R introduced me to him. i can't lie my self, he's a lil' bit cute. but it doesnt mean that i have a crush on him. just interested, ok?
ok, just call him as W. and then W and I were a lil'' bit more closer. and it made C got jealous to me. then C and R got angry to me. at the beginning they just ignored me. but each day their way to treat me gone to be worse than ever. they embarrased me, they shouted to pupils in melayu 9 who were opposite of us. they told everyone who are pupils at melayu 9 that i loved W. while honestly i didnt!

each day their way treating me was gone worse. every day they said bad names to me.  they asked people to not make friends with me. and then i became a person without any friends by my side. but i was still be patient, hope that they would be better to me someday, wish they would say sorry to me.

luckily i still have two friends whose named as Eka and Yanti. the pic below is Eka's pic, i can't find Yanti's.

and then they (C and R) became so unreasonable.they hidden my book which i need to  learn. the book is really needed for me. i have a book which called as LKS and it's for exercise to face national exam. but they were so dare to me. they were so mean to me. they hidden it when i went out the class to buy something to eat or drink during the break time. after that the bell rang. we had to go back to our class. and then  when the lesson started, and the LKS is needed to learn, i couldnt find it in my bag. while i was so sure that i brought it on that day. and the teacher asked me, "do you bring it wina?"
and i said, "i'm so sure i bring it, but i couldnt find it ma'am and i dont know why."
then the teacher said,"just say that you dont bring it, dont give a reason."
i just kept silent. i was so sure about that.
then i borrowed my friend's LKS , and i copied it. 
and after more than one week i learn with the LKS in fotocopy version, my friend whose named is Yanti told me that on that day i lost the LKS she saw C and R took something in my bag. and hide it in drawer of teacher's desk. i opened it directly and i found my LKS. i found that!
since the day i really hate them! i couldnt believe that people who were good friends could be the worst enemies.
  then, on the graduation day R said sorry to me. i forgive her but i couldnt forget what she has done to me. unfortunately C didnt.

as the pic on left side said SAY NO TO BULLYING. if you're the bullies , please stop it. you may not realize how much misery you made to the victims.






this is my story, how about yours?

for him quotes

i'm back!yeah!

today i wanna post some quotes (again) but it's a lil' different (maybe) , it's nor about broken heart, either  falling in love.cuz i dont fall for anyone at all, since my heart was broken. ok, stop for sharing anything about me, just see the quotes. as you see at the title "FOR HIM quotes", i wanna share some quotes which reflect my feeling to him. it's like i love him but i cant have him.  check this out.

• For someone who is suppose to be "just friends" why do I always get butterflies in my stomach when you smile at me.
•  The hardest part is being around him knowing you can't have him and he'll never want you.
•  I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him.
• I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me.
•   You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.
•  The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.
•  I think it's weird when I love you, I think it's weird when I want you, when you don't even know I'm there!
•  I never found the words to say, you're the one I think about each day.
•  I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected.
•  I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone.
•  Why is it we always fall for our best friends? Is it because we know we can trust them? Is it because we know them so well? Is it because of the way they know exactly what's going on in our heads? Or is it because they are there any day, anytime, anywhere without the promise of kisses, intimate touches or whispered sentiments of love? I think we love them because they are there when there is nothing in it for them except for that little glimmer of hope that maybe someday there will be.
•  I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it... I just have this incredible urge to kiss him, that doesn't go away... and this feeling that we would be perfect together.
•  I'd rather be your lover than your friend, but I'd rather be your friend than your nobody.

Boys Before Flowers quotes

today i wanna post some quotes on a movie, and the movie today is K-Drama "Boys Before Flowers"! the pic below is the cover film of Boys Before Flowers.

• “Just because you’re gone doesn’t mean chaos will erupt in South Korea”- Goo Jun Pyo
• “The moment I see your face, it feels like bugs are crawling all over my body” – Jandi
• “Since I was with you for one whole night, tell them that I’d take responsibility of you.” – Junpyo
• “How can a tiny and skinny person have such a loud voice? Did you eat a train’s heart?” – Jun Pyo  
•  “You’re not afraid of anything in this world,
  But when you see a bug you start quivering in fear.
  Rather than having a single finger broken on your girlfriend,
  You’re an idiot that thinks it would be better if all your ribs were broken instead.
  You don’t even know the difference between pride and privacy.
  You’re so stupid,
  You swear you’re always right even though you completely mess up every saying in the book.
  You hate kids but you want to take your son to go see the stars.
  You want to become a good father.
  You’re a lonely but affectionate person.
  That’s exactly who you are.
  Say it… my name.” – Jan Di 
• “I can’t promise her anything now. I can’t tell her I’ll always make her laugh, that I’ll make her happy or to trust in me. Being the son of someone like that, being a member of that kind of family — I hate it enough myself so how must she feel? She would of have hated everything she went through already.” – Jun Pyo
• “Just because you were born male, doesn’t automatically make you a man. Becoming stronger from losing, yielding even though it is unfair, running away even though it’s shameful, overcoming self confidence over time, that’s how one becomes a real man.” – Grandma / Head Maid
• “The moment I see your face, it feels like bugs are crawling all over my body” – Jan Di
• “I’d thought that it might be better to send her to you rather than stay with her when I make things so difficult for her. I didn’t even want to imagine it, but if I had to, I thought the other person must be you, that you were the only one it could be. But still, I can’t do it.” – Jun Pyo 
  • “This time I realized that you and I are from different worlds. We met as though in a dream, but now it’s time for us to return to our own worlds.” – Jan Di 
  • “Children… when in front of what they really want, they don’t hesitate. If they lose it, they know they’ll start crying.” – Ga Eul 
  • “After meeting you, there’s only been one thing I wish for — for you to be happy and not cry anymore. I’m afraid that after tomorrow, you won’t be able to smile again.” – Ji Hoo 
  • “There’s already someone I love. She’s the first in my life and for the rest of my life, she’ll be the only one. You still want to marry me?” – Jun Pyo 
  • “If everything can be settled by the word sorry, then why would law and police exist?” – Ji Hoo 
  • ”I stepped back as a friend — I gave up because she was my friend’s girlfriend. I gave you a chance up till the end. I’m not going to hold back anymore.” – Ji Hoo 
  • “I haven’t lost to you and I am not running away either. You’re the worst person I’ve ever met. I’m leaving because I don’t wish to connect the ones I love to you. I’m just sorry that I can’t save the one person I love the most from you.” – Jan Di 
  • “If it were me, I’d spend the time looking for my soulmate — although I’m not even sure stuff like that exists.” – Yi Jung 
  • “Guys don’t do things for no reason in front of the girl they like. There’s always a reason. I’m speaking from experience, so you can trust me.” – Ji Hoo 
  • “It’s not too late. It would only take one word, if you said that you like me…” – Jun Pyo 
  • “Good shoes take you to good places” - Seo Hyun 
  • “Yeah, I’m a woman. Can’t a commoner be a woman too? My family, my looks and my brains suck, I know. Even if you didn’t point it out so clearly, I already know. Got it, punk?” – Jan Di 
  • “I hope you will change your thinking that commoners’ pride can be bought with money. People’s hearts can’t be bought either. You don’t know that, do you? But he knows that now.” – Jan Di 
  • “I don’t know anything about him. But I know how special you are to him. He looks so sad to me, but there are times when he smiles, warmly enough to melt the heart of anyone who sees. You’re the only one who can make him smile. If you leave like this, he may not smile again.” – Jan Di 
  • ”If you two break up, I’m going to feel so wronged I’ll die. So if you want to split up, you have to report to me and get my approval.” – Jae Kyung
  • There’s only been 1 thing I wish for; 4 u 2 be happy & not cry anymore. I’m afraid that after 2morrow, u won’t be able 2 smile again -Ji Hoo
  • There’s already some1 I love. She’s the 1st in my life & for the rest of my life, she’ll be the only one. U still want to marry me? -Jun Pyo
  • “If the person you love is suffering because of you, can you let her go?” – Ji Hoo
  • This time I realized that you and I are from different worlds. We met as though in a dream, but now it's time for us to return to our own worlds. -Geum Jan Di

broken heart quotes part 2

as i said on my previous post that i'll post some other broken heart quotes, so let's see that : 

• The worst pain in life is that someone you know turns into someone you knew.
• Life is prison when you're in love alone.
• why can i not forget you while you can forget me whenever you want?
•  Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
• a heartbreak is a blessing from god. It's just his way of letting you realize he saved you from the wrong one.
• 'Cause even when I meet you, yeah I knew I couldn't have you
• When I saw you I thought I had you, when I lost you I realized I never had you.
• i hate you cause you're always here i hate you cause you're my fear i hate you cause everything i do reminds me of you i hate you cause you always know what to do please tell me you're just a dream cause i never loved someone for real
• "I'm trying to forget you, because i know you have forgotten all about me. For the things i may not know. For the things i may regret."
• I hate feeling incomplete. You took my heart and you never gave it back
• Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.
• Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream.
• They say love can mend a broken heart, but how? Because my heart won't love when it's broken.
• You knew I loved you. You knew I cared. Then, why when I needed you, you were never there?
• the love was here once before but now its lost my heart has torn my love has faded and my tears have hated, the way you are..
• why in this world, i fall for someone that can never be mine....
• Is there such a thing as lost love? When you lose something, it still has the potential to be found, but when love is lost, you may never find it again.
• Before I met you, I had every reason to cry but didn't. Now that you're gone, the tears won't stop falling.
• I hate loving someone that loves someone else
• Where is the good in goodbye?
• You always knew just how to make me cry, And never did I ask you questions why ..
• Love is hard to get, but harder to let go.
• I always knew I would look back on my tears and laugh; but I never knew I would look back at my laughter and cry.
• The worst thing you've than to me is LOVING you so much and your just wasting it! 
• the first words out of my mouth were hey stranger your cute, the seconds were is it a dream and then my last words are i was always ment to be. but i still love you so i guess it will in my dreams. i lost you so i love you but you lost me and hate me.
• You Sαy You Love Me But I Alwαys Cαtch You Looking The Other Wαy, Is It Thαt Your To Scαred To Just Look At Me.

broken heart quotes which are so related to me!

hey ya blog!now i'm back, today i wanna share some quotes about broken heart, as what i feel now. haha. lol.
as you see on my pic which i posted in this entry, i may seem so sad, but it's totally what i feel now. i'm so sad cuz of broken heart, but the problem is i just a little too not over him :( .
okay, stop about my problem. forget it!
you'd better check this out !

• A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it.
• How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?
• Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
• One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.
• You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you.
• I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn't need you. I was finally accepting you had another girl. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all.
• Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
• Unconditional love is a beautiful thing.. untill the person you love unconditionally doesn't love you anymore.. Only then do you realize how much you loved that person and how much you have done and suffered and been through just to show that you love that person... now all seems worthless..
• You're the reason behind my smile, you're the reason for my laughter, and also for the reason for my happiness...because you've showed me what love is but I never thought you're also the reason for my tears and for experiencing the greatest pain that could ever happen me...
• I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
• Moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.
• Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
• I was born the day I met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke apart.
•  i know you probably wish you never met me, and i just wish you never forget me.
• Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.
• Love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to you when they realize what they have lost.

• Should I smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he is? 
• Because I never really had you at all, I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you.
• The worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall.
• I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you. That sooner or later I would come to believe it. But I now realize that by lying, it makes me want you even more.
• Don't waste your time loving someone who isn't willing to love you.
• "What it is, to know the difference between: the unconditional love of a friend, that will make the rest of your days happy and cheerful; and the unconditional love of a soul-mate, who will give the rest of your days meaning"
• love is the # 1 cereal killer,,it killls you slowly and u dont even realize it!
• Someday you'll know, that I was the one for you.

okay that's all for this entry. thx for visiting my blog :)

quotes about life

hey blog, long time no see ya!

2day i wanna share some quotes about life,
some these quotes may inspire us to give thanks to God for everything we got from him, and also would make us will be more grateful for the blessings of god. these quotes are from inspiring people. okay, check it out..

• "There's no fun in a perfect life. So make a risk. Take a chance. Go where the wind takes you. Have fun" (Jenny C)
• “You can never cross the ocean until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore”(Christopher Columbus)
• "It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities" (J.K. Rowling)
• We must be the change we want to see. (Gandhi)
• The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of conflict and controversy” (Martin Luther King Jr.)
• “There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” (Albert Einstein)
•  “All our dreams can come true – if we have the courage to pursue them.” (Walt Disney)
• “Your imagination is your preview of life’s coming attractions.” (Albert Einstein)
• “Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. We are the change that we seek.” (Barack Obama)
• “People with clear, written goals, accomplish far more in a shorter period of time than people without them could ever imagine.”
• “Your imagination is your preview of life’s coming attractions.” (Albert Einstein)
• “Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” (Steve Jobs)
• “Why compare yourself with others? No one in the entire world can do a better job of being you than you.” (Unknown )
• “To wish you were someone else is to waste the person you are.” (Unknown)
• Your worth consists in what you are and not in what you have.” (Thomas Edison)
• “We do not need magic to transform our world. We carry all of the power we need inside ourselves already.” (J.K. Rowling)
•  “The person who says something is impossible should not interrupt the person who is doing it.” (Chinese proverb)
• “We are what we repeatedly do; excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.” (Aristotle)
• “I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious.” (Albert Einstein)
• “Faith is taking the first step even when you don’t see the whole staircase.” (Martin Luther King, Jr.)
• “Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than exposure.” (Helen Keller)
• “Every failure brings with it the seed of an equivalent success.” (Napoleon Hill)
• "A quitter never wins - and - a winner never quits." (Napoleon Hill)

• “I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can’t accept not trying.” (Michael Jordan)

okay, i think it's enough for this session, i'll add some other quotes next time,

thanks for visiting my blog :)

let me introduce "De Forum"

pas SMA kelas 3 gue punya gank namanya De Forum, kebentuknya si secara gak sengaja, dan kebetulan kita semua cocok walaupun karakter kita semua beda-beda. ya kalo pengen liat sih ini nih member De Forum  .

 dari kiri ke kanan : Lia (cewek pakai kipas n pakai bando) , madhan sensei (cowok pakai batik n kacamata) , Ami (cewek pakai jilbab yg duduk) , Ihya (cewek berambut pendek) , Wina (gue, -the sweetest one-) , Ilham (yg paling kanan).

ntar gue beri detail watak kita berenam deh, gue lagi males sekarang. C U!

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kenapa gue ngepost nih entry den judul "untitled"?
ya sebenarnya karena gue gak tau mesti diberi judul kayak gimana nih post.

oke lanjut lah...
sekarang lagi musim liburan. en gue galau berat!!!


you know why?
absolutely extremely and surely karena DUIT!

yaa tau lah... kalo liburan semua income pasti berkurang!

padahal outcome gue banyak, beli pulsa buat 2 kartu gue, terus ngisi bensin. terus beli ini beli itu..
hedeeeh..
tapi  ya mau gimana lagi ? ya ini lah nasib seorang siswi yang baru lulus SMA en tengah masa transisi dari dunia SMA ke dunia perkuliahan.

en parahnya lagi, gue gak tau nanti bakal kuliah dimana.

ini nih sebab galau gue yang kedua.
gue lagi galau mikiran masa depan.
*ciyee masa depan*
ya kayak orang2 lain juga , aku pengen sukses! pengen banget!

but i dont know which  majoring is better for me to continue my education -______-

i have two options,
1. bidan
2.guru bahasa inggris?

what do you think is better for me?