when will you keep your promise?

So, Here i am..

come back for blogging, posting new entry, about me of course. it's about my love story (again).

so now let me start this.

the fact that i love someone's boyfriend kinda makes me think that i'm the most pathetic person in this world. yeah you may think that i'm exaggerating but i guess there are so many people out there feel the same feeling i feel, loving someone else's boyfriend. 

okay, please let me tell ya about him.

he's one of my friend. a handsome,talented,cute,smart,kind-hearted,funny,friendly guy.

he's also  younger than me. but i think age is just a number. however, love isn't a thing that measure everything relates to it. people say love is blind. maybe that's why i don't care with all those differences between us, the age, race, skin color, language, culture, etc.

no matter how much i love him, unfortunately he's already belong to someone else. 

and now he's already gone, somewhere far away.

Honestly, i extremely miss him!

the last time i saw his face is on June 24, 2011.

The last time we made a video call is on January 30, 2012.

the last time i chatted with him is on April 17, 2012.

In our last chat, he said we shall make a video call again.

and he said, "Let's skype next week."

and i said," You won't busy next week?"

he said,"I'll tell you later,"

so it's already a month passed after that time.

then he has never called me or contact me anymore.

does he know that i wait for his call everyday?

does he know that i can't wait to hear his voice and look at his face?

does he know that i miss him so badly?

now i have a question for him, "when will you keep your promise to me?"

i'm broken heart

hallo! so long time i don't post anything here, my beloved blog!
okay today i just wanna share a quote that i've made for a condition that happens to me. a condition that hurt me a lot, yep, that's broken heart condition. well, this is my quote :

"I love someone's boyfriend. How pathetic i'm! But he's more pathetic, for willing to be a second boyfriend of her."

selamat jalan kawan..

hari ini jam 3.30 WITA gue dapat kabar kalau temen gue SMP-SMA meninggal.. Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilaihi Raji'un.. dia orang nya baik loh..
emang Tuhan senang sama orang yang baik,, makanya dia cepet diambil :(

gue seriously berduka,...
gak nyangka dia pergi secepat ini..
gue cuma bisa berdoa semoga amal dan ibadahnya diterima disisi-Nya dan bagi yang ditinggalkan diberi ketabahan...


mohon doanya bagi almarhumah... 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hello :) i'm back to blogging again.

yeah. 

but i think the first thing i should say is : " H. A. P. P. Y  N. E. W Y. E. A. R " !

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~!

Welcome 2012, n goodbye 2011.

2011 is a good year for me, n i wish 2012 will be a better year for us :)

A little thing called love

have you ever watch 'Crazy Little Thing Called Love?'
some of you may say : ' YES, YES! THAT'S A REALLY SWEET MOVIE!"
but some of you may say : 'nope'.

well, actually this movie is worth to watch! that's a movie that could reflects true story based on everyone's. i've already watch it 5 times and i've never got bored! \(^o^)/
First Love (A Little Thing Called Love) (Thai: สิ่งเล็กเล็ก ที่เรียกว่า..รัก) (Sing leklek Tee reak wa... Rak), better known as Crazy Little Thing Called Love, is a 2010 Thai romantic comedy film and also a 2011 Asian sleeper hit film starring Mario Maurer and Pimchanok Luevisadpaibul. (source : www.wikipedia.com)
this is the poster of that movie.

and these picture belows are the main casts. Mario Maurer and Pimchanok Luevisadpaibul.

and this is one of that movie's quote, Nam is the girl that was roled by Pimchanok Luevisadpaibul.
so can you imagine how romantic this movie is?? 
well you've to watch it, i guess. c ya :)

"Every one of us has someone who is hidden in the bottom of our heart. And when we think of that person, we feel like

there's always a little pain inside. But we still want to keep that person. Even though I don't know where he is today, what he is doing, I know that he is the one who taught me this. A crazy little thing called LOVE."

-NAM-

Back To December

hello. sorry fr not visiting this blog for so long times. well, i've so many things to do, it's all about college stuffs and something like that actually,,,
alright i think i should say welcome December and goodbye November. well it's like taylor swift's song - "BACK TO DECEMBER" , i'd like to back to december as Tay swift sings..
here is the lyric :
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

11 - 11- 11

Hell - oooooooooooooooooooooooo my beloved blog! <3
how's life?
sorry for not post anything these days have been lately.
i was so crazy with all those campus stuffs, tasks, mid tests and so on.


and today i'm back. well, today is 11-11-11 , that's really a unique date.
the date like that happens only about every 823 years.
that's so amazing!
well, today is also my ex's birthday. i've already said happy birthday to him through twitter and facebook.
honestly i still get butterflies when i see him,
but unfortunately we're in different college and the distant from my home to his are 2 km.


then i'm so happy when he replies my tweet which i sent to him for saying happy birthday.
then he replied like this :
Makasih :d RT @Wina_helena: happy birthday  @novaldjatie .. wish you all the best :)


okay, although he just say thanks to me and typed an emoticon like :d but it was a really great thing which happens today, cause our relation is getting worse since we were through .


okay i wish everything in my life is going well today.
i hope you  who visit my blog feel so ^_^.
goodbye! C ya! ^_^w