when will you keep your promise?

So, Here i am..

come back for blogging, posting new entry, about me of course. it's about my love story (again).

so now let me start this.

the fact that i love someone's boyfriend kinda makes me think that i'm the most pathetic person in this world. yeah you may think that i'm exaggerating but i guess there are so many people out there feel the same feeling i feel, loving someone else's boyfriend. 

okay, please let me tell ya about him.

he's one of my friend. a handsome,talented,cute,smart,kind-hearted,funny,friendly guy.

he's also  younger than me. but i think age is just a number. however, love isn't a thing that measure everything relates to it. people say love is blind. maybe that's why i don't care with all those differences between us, the age, race, skin color, language, culture, etc.

no matter how much i love him, unfortunately he's already belong to someone else. 

and now he's already gone, somewhere far away.

Honestly, i extremely miss him!

the last time i saw his face is on June 24, 2011.

The last time we made a video call is on January 30, 2012.

the last time i chatted with him is on April 17, 2012.

In our last chat, he said we shall make a video call again.

and he said, "Let's skype next week."

and i said," You won't busy next week?"

he said,"I'll tell you later,"

so it's already a month passed after that time.

then he has never called me or contact me anymore.

does he know that i wait for his call everyday?

does he know that i can't wait to hear his voice and look at his face?

does he know that i miss him so badly?

now i have a question for him, "when will you keep your promise to me?"