love crusher

hey blog. so long time not see ya'! sorry for dont have any chance to post anything here since everything around me is getting more complicated and that's why i'm geting busier too.
well blog. you've been became a place i share my thoughts with.
hey anyone who reads my blog,please tell me have you ever been a love crusher? well i mean you become someone that involved in any other people's relationship, but what you can do is only run and hide? that was a sad feeling. you only could be a 'shadow' and can be a real 'creature'. you want to let him go, but you can't, cause you love him so deeply. you don't care whether you just being his 'plan B' or what as long as you're with him. have you ever felt that? if you have, please tell me what will you do and how can you survive on that condition.
 best regards,

wina.